Monday, November 28, 2022

The FINAL DECLARATION - (When Math slumped 'n' staggered in a student's life)

 

Coordinates 28.5517811 N, 77.2073502 E,

277, Hauz Khas, SFS Flats, New Delhi - 110016

Circa 1994 AD (March 31st)

Prologue

The 15 years of my life in Delhi shuttled between 857, Laxmi Bai Nagar (my grandparents' home for 40 years), and 277 Hauz Khas(my home for 14 years), with a brief stint in South Extension, in between.

'857' featured the halcyon days of my life, with the vast open play grounds, and story-telling from grandparents about dug up trenches during war times and Sanjay Gandhi's visits to the area + his misguided zeal to curtail India's over-bloated population, with 'surgical' strikes .

But it was the years spent in '277' which are punctuated with such dramatic episodes of my life, that they are enlivened everytime I visit my Mater's (now in Chennai).

 

The Unravelling - solving the Math Magic Squares

Hailing from a traditional Tambrahm family(not to deride any subsect, or play traitor to my community), the motto n mission is always driven towards academic excellence - the onus on acing Mathematics.

The cast-ironing of this belief was due to the blueprint factor, ingrained by both the paternal & maternal grandfather - who happened to be Math professors 'n' scholars., with a legacy of students(from PUSA polytechnic, Delhi and Loyala College Chennai)to testify their teachers' prowess. So, the assumption was always that the grandchildren(me included) must/should/will have to have inherited the Math gene.

When the time came for the litmus test, to prove my mettle in Math - in the 9th grade, the results proved it otherwise.

With more than a fortnight passed, since the beginning of the school's summer vacation post the annual exams, the family was eagerly awaiting the arrival of my FINAL report card through post-(the Indian Post was the old-reliable bearer of good, bad n the ugly news, during those days).

When it did arrive(half-way slipped into a wooden post box, weathered out in the corners), I rushed to pluck it out from the moorings - gave it to Mater- who kept it in the shrine, with a prayer on her lips 'Bhagwan, let her math come out with flying colours..." . But what ensued was not the benevolence of her Bhagwan, to bestow upon his Bhakt, the desired grace marks. It was an emotional melodrama of suppressed emotions, on seeing the number that featured against 'Mathematics' the meagre 65% as against History(which was outstanding at 85%).

 

The Mater invokes the ancestral spirits

With hands trembling beholding the sight of holy sacrilege, Mater dashed off to the life-size portraits of both my grandfathers and lamented. "You have left behind the mortal world, and taken away the riches too" - "Riches" here meant the math quotient. While the lament manifested into frantic calls to my Pater, the Uncles and well, the drama lasted for the next 24 hours(I was the dopey teenager, oblivious to the drama, gloating over the fact that my history teacher would be really impressed). I am not sure whether either of the grandfatherly souls decided to take pity on Mater, but what buckled up was the spirit to moot me towards Math Excellence- to ensure my 10th performance broke the records! A private tutor was settled for - (with an outstanding record of alleviating the Math-sub-par students), which meant commuting from Hauz khas to Sanjay Gandhi Park bus stand in पाँच सौ बारह Red line bus, on a bi-weekly basis.


When the Math Guru took over

The rigour and patience of the tutor finally awakened the latent Math potential in me + plus the competitive sprit to outwit my peer cum bestie in the subject. I managed to score a whopping 98% in my boards, went on to take up Science with Math in higher secondary.

I cracked abstract Math with aplomb – from calculus to algebra to trigonometry- those were my forte. With firm belief  in the “you learn better when you teach” formula, I shared my new-found Math streak with no restraint – to the extent of coaching peers in calculus.

 

...Thus began my Math-honing journey.

I grew up to like Math in later years- to the extent of acing the subject, taking up coaching and well, passing on the enthusiastic streak to my children as well. But, at the back of my mind, the unanswered question, which prods me is : "Was I cut out for it?", "Did nature actually choose me to be a Math brainiac?". Did the inheritance from my ancestors actually bear fruit?

Well, there is never a stop to the learning and unlearning, is there?